Sunday, May 31, 2009

Today soundtrack : Make It Mine - Jason Mraz

Seperti biasa kalau aku menyukai sebuah lagu, akan ku putar berkali-kali hingga titik jenuhku atas lagu itu. Dan kali ini lagu yang beruntung menjadi Soundtrack drama hidupku hari ini adalah "Make It Mine" by Jason Mraz

Wake up everyone
How can you sleep at a time like this
Unless the dreamer is the real you
Listen to your voice
The one that tells you to taste past the tip of your tongue
Leap and the net will appear

I don't wanna wake before
The dream is over
I'm gonna make it mine
Yes i... I'll own it
I'm gonna make it mine
Yes I'll make it all mine

I keep my life on a heavy rotation
Requesting that it's lifting you up
Up up and away
And over to a table at the Gratitude Café

And I am finally there
And all the angels they'll be singing
Ah la la la ah la la la I la la la la love you

I don't wanna break before
The tour is over
I'm gonna make it mine
Yes i...I'll own it
I'm gonna make it mine
Yes I'll make it all mine

And timing's everything
And this time there's plenty
I am balancing
Careful and steady
And reveling in energy that everyone's emitting

I don't wanna wait no more
No I wanna celebrate the whole world
I'm gonna make it mine
Because I'm following your joy
I'm gonna make it mine
Because I... I am open
I'm gonna make it mine
that's why I will show it
I'm gonna make it all mine
It's mine...
Yes I will make it all mine

The Hot Jakarta

Jakarta panas sekali hari ini...sinar matahari menyapa sedari pagi dengan garangnya, sehingga angin pun malas menemaninya menyapa bumi Jakarta. huaaaaaah....kepala jadi pusing dan rasanya sesak sekali ketika ingin bernafas...jadi seperti dehidrasi

Mulai mempengaruhi moodku...meskipun tidak parah. Karena hari ini aku berhasil makan bakso di Blok S...lalu menemukan tempat ngopi yang so cozy...hmm...Bakoel Koffie di Blok M...Tempatnya sangat nyaman, dengan konsep urban art. Minggu depan kalau nongkrong bersama teman-teman, akan ku sarankan tempat itu. Hanya saja, kenapa lahan parkirnya agak sempit ya? Jadi membayangkan keadaannya yang akan sedikit crowded di hari sabtu malam...Tapi, tadi karena sepi, keadaannya begitu tenang...hmm...akhirnya menemukan another escaping place.

Hari ini juga, dicuekin Ling karena sebuah VOLVO...hahahahaha! Sedikit sebal sih, tapi aku juga seperti itu ketika sudah mulai autis dengan kegiatan berbelanjaku dan teaterku. Kata dia, tidak penting dan tidak prospek! Sama dengan pendapatku ketika dia euphoria dengan segala otomotif kesukaannya...hahahahaha! That's why women are from venus and men are from Mars...

Fiuuuuh...panasnya....jadi ingin masuk ke dalam kulkas...

Monday, May 11, 2009

there's always changes

People come 'n go in this life
nothing eternal but changes
spend your precious time with your close persons
cause you never know
when they'll be gone

Sunday, May 10, 2009

Well, i don't like living under your spotlight

it's noon, but i feel like it's still morning...really woke up at 9.30am...hwoaaaaah...beautiful sleep i did these couple days.
got phone call by 7am, from Ling...miz him sooo much...but again, we'd fight bcoz i said i'm going with my old pals this noon...humph...why was he still jealousy...make me hear -SPOTLIGHT- by Jennifer Hudson over and over again...
Why don't you juz trust me, Ling...That u're the only guy that i'm in love and wanna spend the rest of my life with. how am i supposed to proof that to you? no one will replaced you if this love is real love...humph...Man...what the hell are you thinking??


"Are you a man who loves, and cherishes, and cares for me?
Is that you? Is that you? Is that you? Yeah...
Are you a guard in a prison, maximum security?
Is that you? Is that you? Is that you? Yeah...
Do we stay home all the time, cause you want me to yourself?
Is that you? Is that you? Is that you? Yeah...
Or am I locked away, out of fear that I'd find someone else?
Is that you? Is that you? Yeah

Well, I don't like, living under your spotlight
Just because you think, I might find somebody worthy
Oh, I don't like, living under your spotlight
Maybe, if you treat me right, you won't have to worry

Is this a relationship, fulfilling your needs, as well as mine?
Is that you? Is that you? Is that you? Yeah...
Or is this just my sentence, am I doing time?
Is that you? Is that you? Is that you? Yeah...
If this is love, real, real love, then I'm staying no doubt
Is that you? Is that you? Is that you? Yeah...
But if I'm just love prisoner, then I'm busting out
Is that you? Is that you? Yeah...

Well, I don't like, living under your spotlight
Just because you think, I might find somebody worthy
Oh, I don't like, living under your spotlight
Maybe, if you treat me right, you won't have to worry

Oh, you oughta be, ashamed of yourself
What the hell, do you think you're doing?
Loving me, loving me so wrong
Baby, all I do is try
To show you, that you're my
One and only guy
No matter, who may come along
Open your eyes, cause baby, I don't lie

Well, I don't like, living under your spotlight
Just because you think, I might find somebody worthy
Oh, I don't like, living under your spotlight
Maybe, if you treat me right, you won't have to worry

Well, I don't like, living under your spotlight
Just because you think, I might find somebody worthy
Oh, I don't like, living under your spotlight
Maybe, if you treat me right, you won't have to worry

I don't like..."

Saturday, May 09, 2009


chatting...laughing...joking...crying...out loud with you sist...
my best friend ever...my best sista...my beloved family...
like a soulmate...we love each other unconditionally...

luph u, sist...mmmuuuuuaaaaahhhh

theme song today

hari ini ku mulai dengan terbangun jam 10 pagi...wow! tidur sejak jam 10 malam dan bangun jam 10 pagi keesokannya...tidur terlama yang ku lakukan semenjak aq secara resmi menjadi pegawai swasta di sebuah perusahaan outsourcing. ternyata benar bahwa tidur cukup membuat kondisi hati dan pikiran menjadi ceria dan segar...

dilanjutkan dengan menonton AMERICAN IDOL...tersisa 4 finalis, dan kali ini temanya adalah musik rok di tahun '70-'90an kalo tidak salah. Lagi-lagi ADAM menampilkan performa yang luarrrr biasa. kontes itu bagaikan konser musiknya sendiri...belum pernah ada kontestan acara itu yang ku tonton, performanya menyamai ADAM...two tumbs up and standing aplause always...

setelah acara tersebut usai, aku pun berkutat dengan dunia maya...download lagu-lagu...mulai jennifer hudson hingga linkin park. sambil mendengarkan musik-musik rock dari winamp, terinspirasi oleh acara kontes tadi. mengbrol dengan teman-teman lewat facebook dan YM...hmm...fenomena ini sudah mulai merasuki diriku...tapi itu karena aku senang berkomunitas...hidup komunitas!

after lunch, memutuskan untuk merubah penampilan dengan memotong rambut. bosan dengan rambutku dan sudah mulai kegerahan karena sedikit lebih panjang. menyetir mobil sendirian ke DETOS untuk ke salon langganan untuk potong rambut...sesampainya di salon tersebut, seorang pria bernama mas Agus yang memotong rambutku, somehow i miss mb Yanti seorang pemilik salon di surabaya yang telah sukses bereksperimen dengan rambutku and i love it 100% untill now. sambil di peddicure, aku sesekali melihat hasil potongan rambutku yang baru separuh. hasilnya, voila! I LOVE THIS HAIR CUT! 100% satisfaction guarantee...wow! rambutku sudah pendek seperti sedia kala dan keren. hasil peddicure-nya pun memang tak perlu diragukan lagi.

Sampai di rumah, kembali berkutat dengan dunia maya. Melanjutkan download lagu-lagu yang tertunda. Dan aku menemukan theme song untuk hari ini..."Spotlight" by Jennifer Hudson. lagu itu terdengar nyaman sekali di telingaku dengan lirik yang keren...
"...Well, I don't like, living under your spotlight. Just because you think, I might find somebody worthy. Well, I don't like, living under your spotlight. Maybe, if you treat me right, you won't have to worry..."
Lagu ini di tujukan untuk para wanita maupun pria yang memiiki pasangan yang over possessif...say this to your partner...

Yah...dan sekarang aku menyempatkan diri ke rumah eyangku, menemui saudara sepupuku, DITA, yang bagiku dia adalah sahabat, saudara, keluarga, life mate...hahahaha!